天冷了，就回来？

最近有点无聊，于是就去挖出了《天冷》的歌曲出来听。（是原唱的，不是《天冷》的 OST，我也在等 OST！）有意无意中，听到了《想着你的感觉》，总觉得少了些什么，却说不出来，知觉的相较之下，Mag 跟 Jo 在《天冷》中的版本，比较有“感觉”。可能是“人多势众”的关系吧，我不知道。

有继续听了其他的歌，都觉得“味道”和“感觉”都不比《天冷》中的版本好。可能是因为《天冷》的时候听太多了，有所“耳濡目染”下，渐渐觉得，那才是“对”的感觉。

但无论如何，听了原曲后，就更坚定了我要在2009年看《天冷就回来》的决心，而且是在前台看，不是在后台！当然现在也只能期待 OST的发行了。。。

"The First Emperor"

finally got time to scribble something here again! in fact free enough to catch the last show of "The First Emperor", which turns out to be a huge disappointment. filming an opera performance and showing it on the big screen is never a great idea to begin with, then again, it might still works if the camera angle, editing, post production stuff etc are well done. but not in this one though.

the worst of the lot being the choice of camera angle for some scenes, when there is clearly lots of actions happening on stage, the editor/producer can actually choose to zoom in on a particular person or part of the stage. what the hell is he thinking of? this is the stage, where we want to see a wide picture of things happening, not a zoom in special, especially when everything is happening on stage at the same time! however the only consolation is that, the camera is switched to the conductor, Tan Dun, who is never short of action, during the draggy scene changes.

the only 2 saving graces of this show (at least the videoed version) are the powerful singing of Placido Domingo and the majestic sets on display. at least these 2 things kept me awake for the whole 190min, so as not to waste the 15bucks on the ticket and 1hr plus of traveling time...

the crap continues...

finally the end of the week of madness.... phew~.... and i'm still alive! this is definitely not the end, probably just a short lapse, before the next round of madness hit. why is this so different from the timetable, where, on paper i'm supposed to be slacking the whole semester?

exactly 1month and 1day to my 1st paper, and i still not in the mood to start studying, unlikely to get into the mood anytime soon. things are not going well.... how? help! save me!

《味道》

在梁文福的歌词课中，听到了幸晓琪的《味道》，细品之下，还真的蛮有味道。但各中滋味，却要各人自己去细细地品味。

《味道》 幸晓琪
今天晚上的星星很少
不知道它们跑那去了
赤裸裸的天空
星星多寂寥

我以为伤心可以很少
我以为我能过的很好
谁知道一想你
思念苦无药

无处可逃

想念你的笑
想念你的外套
想念你白色袜子
和身上的味道

我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道

今天晚上心事很少
不知道这样算好不好
赤裸裸的寂寞
朝着心头绕

我以为伤心可以很少
我以为我能过的很好
谁知道一想你
思念苦无药

无处可逃

想念你的笑
想念你的外套
想念你白色袜子
和你身上的味道

我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道

给你的。。。

for you (in case, you happen to be reading my blog),

there was never a right time for us ever since the beginning, starting at not the right time, and ending perhaps at not the right time as well. but what's right and what's not right? perhaps only you know.

2weeks since the not right timing, though i still can't fully let it go, let alone forget it (to me, good memories should be kept, i don't think i will want to forget), i think i'm ready to talk to you again, just like the past, as a friend. perhaps only you will know, whether it is the right time to start talking to each other again. i can only say, "we'll talk, when you think you are ready to talk to me again..."

no matters what happen in the future, you will always have a special place in my heart, irregardless as a friend or a perfect stranger (perhaps we will not talk to each other again).

crap still...

one full week of madness, and i'm only half way through it, well and truly going mad already. things are not going as smoothly as planned (that's the norm), report being rejected, stuck on assignments, fyp progress submission...... all the shit coming together in 1 week, and i still have to time to blog! what the hell am i thinking?

perhaps, i just need a channel to vent my frustration, jump out of all these shit for just a while, to get the brain going again. (talking about brain, seems like it has gone AWOL again! shit!)

想。。。

早上醒来，情绪异常的不平静，不知为什么，又想起她。本来以为自己已将这段放下，但这几天下来，发现自己依然放不下，仍然忘不了，情绪依然会有不稳定的时候。特别是在孤寂，无聊，烦闷的时候，她就会在不知觉中，又在脑海中浮现。

好几次，好想找她，但总是在最后一刻，决定不去这么做。我知道，这样只会让我更加无法放下，只会让我继续陷在其中。

理性告诉我，她只是我生命中的一个过客，经过了，只留下回忆。至少，这段回忆是美好的。回忆就只能是回忆，我不能沉溺在里面，必须将她放下，继续走这段人生。我想我还是需要时间，很长很长的时间。。。